you say that loving a girl is a sin
but how could something so beautiful and pure
something so much like a captured sunbeam shining
through the cracks in the wall you put up made of
bible verses and pitchforks
be sinful and wrong?
i am only a child and i have barely had enough
time to count the stars in the sky
and let the water of a thousand seas swirl around
my ankles or let the wind whip through my hair
as i scream melodies into the abyss
so why are you trying to twist and distort
the feelings that wrap their strong arms
around my veins and weave their way into
my bloodstream
when instead you should be teaching
people to love and accept
because i can’t help that i want to run my fingers
through the hair that goes halfway down her back
or that i want to kiss her on public transit
at two am or whisper i love you in the middle of
the night and scream it during the day
but they can help the words they
whisper under their breath
or scream at those with rainbows painted on their faces
and they can help the knives they
drive through the skin
of people who are too different for their taste
so instead of telling me i can’t be the only one
wearing a white dress on my wedding day
tell people who claim to come from a religion
of love that they shouldn’t stop loving me
because i love
her
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
Jillian is a 15-year-old high school student who writes poetry about identity, mental health, and space. They have been writing poetry since the beginning of 2021 and in addition to writing, they enjoy biology. In their free time they do speech and debate, track, and color guard.